my new ink :))

(Reblogged from nodirection)

waiting.

 

people used to tell me

that fun is in the waiting

and when the waiting’s over

everything’s over.

 

people used to tell me

a lot of great and beautiful things

like the sun’s effulgence

is fixed and eternal

 

and that every downpour

is neither pain nor sorrow

but that of a new born’s—

life and existence.

 

and how wrong were they?

the sun would later die;

wilted and withered

the flowers would mourn.

 

the angry downpour

had already drowned

the dog-tired wagging

of ephemeral vicissitude.

 

and how wrong were they?

 

waiting’s such a shame.

 

all efforts in vain.

awit sa takipsilim

yung bawat andar at pihit

na hindi maunawaan

at hindi mahulaan.

yung bawat sandaling nagsasabing tigil muna.

 

hindi mo alam ang nangyayari,

lahat malabo,

lahat magulo.

tanging pakikiramdam ang aasahan mo.

 

wala kang kakampi

sila’y puro mga anino

sila’y buhay na imahinasyon.

na susulyap at ngingiti sa bawat pagpatak ng ligaya.

 

ibigin mo ang magpakailanmang

hinahagkan ng buwan

at sinusuyo ng araw.

awitan mo ang langit ng mataimtim na panalangin.

 

bukas ay naririyan siya

sa iyong tabi

sa iyong mga bisig.

sasandal at ipagkakatiwala ang lahat ng pighati.

 

 

 

 

at sa simpleng mga titig

na naguumapaw sa kabuluhan

ay bibigkisin ng ligaya

ang takipsilim.

run.

the shadows before you

they long to catch up.

fast.

with each time the heel,

the toe, the soul

parted and kissed goodbye

the concrete floor.

there is no quenching

you’re fed-up all the more

warm heavy breaths,

heaves and sighs.

like a trampled gazelle

so graceful, beautiful

but beaten just as much,

tired and bruised.

run.

from the shadows.

with all your strength,

with all your might.

drain all of what you have left—

ever there’s any.

for there is no use conserving;

a dog food without a dog.

use them, WASTE them if you must.

run.

towards the light.

run from the shadows.

RUN.

nice :)

nice :)

(Reblogged from del1nquents)

she’s kind, she’s tender

yes she can be every thing

you could ever want

but she can never be yours.

magnificently she stood

clad in shiny, combed ember

her gaze transfixed on a prize

her attention was never yours.

sometimes she would touch you

like you’re all she ever needed

and sometimes she would stare

so full of love your heart would melt.

she’s a princess with a curse,

with her, hearts turn to ash.

you don’t get to fall in love—

you burn for love.

you’re a conflagration

of unheard prayers,

wasted time and

unappreciated actions.

and as you sear

she rests her spineless back

on the cozy grass floor.

watched you like firework in the evening sky.

el espejismo brumoso

University of the Philippines Diliman

College of Engineering:

SKY LANTERN

“the waning hunger”

woohoo! Brothers Burger despite the heavy rain :)